i'm back! we are back!

and wished we aren't!

on our way home from the airport last night, sis said for the first time, she can't bear to see the night scenery of spore. my mind was somewhere else in dan shui, missing the sunset and sea breeze at the wharf, and reviving the intensity on ashin's face when he sings. if you ask me now, yes i wanna go for the macau and australia concerts as well!!

tried to whisk myself back to cosmopolitan spore and tried to gear myself for work today but still, today remain largely unproductive (as with the case with sh) and dreamy, yet there's lots (of urgent things) to do...geesh i hate it when my heart doesn't correspond with my mind.

anyway last night was not a good night. was totally pissed with mum becos she was annoyed that i said "i didnt know how to buy lotus seeds" when the ones i bought were the wrong ones. she said i should've said "the salesgirl told me these are the lotus seeds they produce in taipei so I bought these for you and i'm not sure if they are the right ones." oh mann thanks so much for choosing to correct the way i should phrase myself at 2am after a 4hr lcc flight! and she was annoyed over my purchases (which doesn't include the bag of new clothes i hid in the closet) which made me doubly upset.

and then there was some not so good news. bc has to visit the hospital again for drips *frown* he's gotta do this everyday for the time being and i'm seriously worried and just spaced-out and dunno what to do or how to react. what should i do in such a situation? *frown*

digressing: quoting sh quoting monster "when his mum was sick, music become nothing."

too tired and lazy to be verbose so here's in summary:
- i ought to be finishing my work in the office now but i'm super sleepy and tired.
- i have not charge my new phone.
- i'm feeling angry with myself for bringing the cd walkman out. an empty one.
- my brain's feeling a little concussed at this moment.

so wat's comforting today?
it's a pleasant surprise that many friends have asked if i wanna watch nic's show together, including my boss! wohoo thks so much for sharing my likes with me...muahaha!!! C: but honestly, i dun have much high expectation for this film.