The Chilli Red Vespa!

i absolutely totally entirely forgot it's B's birthday today if not for the email reminder!!! yea...T-O-D-A-Y the 6th! jesus christ how could i. honestly?! i'm filled with awful guilt and disgust at myself. i'm a heartless idiothead. anyway he's not in town.

It's only 2 days since wed's lesson and it's haunting me like loui's poo stuck to my feet one gloomy morning when I accidentally stepped on it in the bathroom. R said you better be dead if ideas do not come to you still by Thurs morning and I told M and A on Thurs afternoon that I think i'm pretty much dead, already. I've got a pile of books to read hoping to get some inspirations especially the absolut book, mann the adsolut ads over the decades were just mind-blowing awesome! creativity is just really...u cant even say the sky's the limit because it can go way beyond and out. why cant i stretch mine like that? i sux.

i'm a lousy driver too. it took me 1 hour to find a place last nite (in small small sin-ka-por) and i think i detoured twice, drove up a highway accidentally once, went past the same alley two times and drove into a dark dark dead end once. how much more drive-senseless can i get. but mum and louis enjoyed the cruising i guess.

will be meeting up with the girls for sh's pre-birthday celebration later today and jolin's concert tmr. not much feelings cos the project is lurking at the back my of mind and i cant exactly settle my anxious-ness till i get 5 really solid ideas for presentation next week. and it's pretty scary cos there is absolutely NO time for me to go back and come back with another 5 ideas if all are being gunned down by R next week.

think i will make a trip to han-san tmr morning since i've the car till sunday. i think i wanna be a fat pig once again.