what do you do in a sardine-packed lift and a cockroach running loose?
i shall NOT tell you what i did.


finally had a chance to satisfy my craving for some hk marcaroni+luncheon meat with the girls at a hk cafe at liang seah st after class today. and they serve your eight-treasures tea in a bloody water jar and expect you can finish it all by yourself!

raymond asked what's my plans after graduation. seriously, i have no clue. and no answers for anyone who bother to ask. i just wanna get by the days the way i am getting by now. until something or someone bolts me outta my space. i'm living the life i can't leave behind and everyday my confusion grows. i enjoy being cheerfully melancholic.

feels awesome not having to work tomorrow, the next day, the day after and the day after after. would've yearned to watch alfie, elizabeth town or a long engagement into the wee hours of the night but the burdens are too heavy to be able to enjoy the movies. i'm making mental image-transformations. Ugly huge mountains turn into hersheys' kisses in His hands.

Here's myy DIY lunch. 3-layered milk bread with 4 slices of melted cheese and 3 slices of honey-baked ham. and 6 sinfully delicious chocolate eclairs that literally melt in your mouth, which i've selfishly gave 1 (only!) to benson and thank goodness Liz doesn't take chocolate *evil selfish laugh*






















More birthday presents..





















































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one man's meat is another man's poison.

you are too crap for me. too crap.